Who wants a lift When you can do this When you can take a whiff Of the scents of leaves underfoot When you can sniff the air Feel the softest breath of the breeze on your skin Feet sinking into soft pathways Freshly made by the morning rain For too long I didn't know Nothing is better than a slow stroll Close to the river's ebb and flow A tree canopy so close it looks like a stroke Of green feather dusters wiping the sky clean Of clouds It's sharp blue astonishing Clear of all but the yellow rays of sun Reflected artfully in window panes Duplicated on the rippled surface Glimpsed between dancing plants As I glance On my way past, in rapt attention.
A case of knowledge
Is chat GPT bad at poetry or is it me? Does it have to rhyme to record my feelings at one time or another To track what was important, like an I woz ere graffiti from the 80's AI IS here accelerating what we now know, exacerbating my nostalgia, for an era we once knew, a slow time. When you’d simultaneously press play and record hearing that song you liked on the radio that clunk summed it up the clumsy effort, to be rewarded with a proper play back loop Not a fake feedback loop Back when scarcity of information and an itch for knowledge made us visit the library to use microfiche green writing filling a screen full of satisfying curiosities. Searching shelf by shelf to get knowledge Following the clues all the way to the copy machine The world was in a book The world book A case of knowledge, we took the time to digest. A slow life to be lived whilst gently polluting as if we knew nothing of it.
What have you got?
You wonder what you want, What you desire, To what you aspire. You ask what you will need, To leave the vacuum That you assume Why not Take stock Of what you’ve got Of what is here, now for the taking? Look around you To see those who Are not faking. Who need no reminding, Who are still finding, In you, Enough.
You
You Why do you who, Makes flowers grow from words Why do you who, Shapes graceful gardens in paragraphs Why do you whose, majestic rivers of rhyme Flow, Just so Why do you, landscaper of ideas, hold on To your feelings, and fears As the breeze blows in on the air So we grow from worries shared To free your mind from many cares Let go of your balloon of fears, And watch it as they disappear, Dispersing dandelion clocks Tied up in knots inside and locked, From outside wisdom closed and blocked, Your worries start to take control They take up space they growl they grow. So open up and let them go And no more seeds of sadness sew To grow into weeds of your anxieties. Instead, favored with air fair weather Light as a feather Cut free You will blossom As yours is genius beauty and creativity.
To Do.
Much to do Many tasks Doing all, that 'To do list' asks Listing forgotten Things all night Tense, and preoccupied Drinking coffee, Nerves fried For what? Breathe? I’ve tried. Tick things off More appear It’s now, I’m here, But not present I’m off in my head. To what end its not clear.
One Day Of Rain
One day of rain And everything had changed Not wanting to complain But seeing nothing was the same I turned to a new page Through milk bottle bottom lenses No longer sure of what I saw I'd misunderstood what was intended knocked to the ground By the ungrateful crowd Who'd booed without a sound I'll count my blessings Say I've learned new lessons Wait for the next rays of human kindness To cure my temporary blindness
The details you’re not seeing.
Catch an elusive moment As a wisp of smoke Grasped between your fingers While on the air afloat A concentrated flavour To taste to feel to savour A satisfying potion To stop time in its motion The tastiest bite of peach Gives way beneath your teeth The darkest chocolate piece Its bittersweet released That moment sun hits skin You feel the place you're in Come on and close your eyes Don’t let this chance slip by The very music of your being Is in the details you’re not seeing.
Early Hours
Unsaid unsung unseen
Such hidden fears play out in the deepest hour of my sleep
On the mind’s eye cinema screen
To leave a lasting daylight question mark
When daylight finally might
Deign to compete with this phone so artificially bright
In my hands a fountain of other scenes to distract from what has not been
Waking in the early hours slowly emerging from a cloying nightmare
Leaving a snail trail of still real-seeming storyline
The phones’ dimmed but still too bright light guides me back
A beacon of real preoccupation to distract
From the lurking fears brought to life in cinematic deep sleep
To the real yet unreal lives of other people
From the half strangers still posting on my feeds
To the real strangers’ Times’ reported deeds
Stories to distract from the dread acted out at night inside my head.
Making up Me
Memories of my childhood Such as they are Are delicately preserved In a mind warped jar Comprised of scraps Of shards and clippings Of disconnected rememberings Coming home from school Greeted by the promise of gravy-laden food Begging for a taste with bread The sound of the a football match Drifting up from the TV to me in bed Family arriving to visit in the lounge Lingering on the landing to the sounds Of everyone arriving and stowing coats and hats Sure of hugs and exclamations to come after that Jokes over the dining table Helping to clear up Much less than I was able Getting extra credit For helping in the kitchen The best moments The ones spent together preparing A childhood filled with love, with caring. With careful choices and sometimes raised voices. With kisses and terms of endearment And with all the encouragement Needed to feed a growing girl For 18 years this was my world Safe familiar, secure provided for. Not videoed minute by minute No scrapbook with everything in it No Facebook page coming of age No instagram feed No story to read But strands of every memory Making up me.
What I can’t control
So much of what I can’t control is what is what makes me anguish or what makes me whole what steals away serenity what ties me down what makes me free what makes me feel I cannot cope what feeds my fear what gives me hope what makes some memories live on what makes me angry what makes me strong what makes me lie awake at night what makes me wrong what makes me right what makes me know I can believe what makes me stay what makes me leave what gives me reason to be proud what makes me go quiet what makes me get loud I can’t control each tiny part of life’s enormous work of art. Far better then learn to adapt. You can control how you react.