I awake and try to pin this memory down with a sigh.
As some would pin and mount, a butterfly.
Its bright wings stuck flat to the page,
At least, leaving a trace but destined to fade.
As memories flit in and out of my half awake mind,
At this part of my life where maturing,
I find, A growing awareness of time as it passes.
Nostalgic home movies come to me in flashes.
In private screenings only for me,
At the edge of my mind just half consciously,
The loved ones gone but not lost, Play out their scenes of the past.
What do they try to tell me, Waking me so from my sleep?
Only to catch each moment as it drips, Heavily, like syrup,
And savour its flavour on my lips.
Not to struggle, panting, Through the passing tides of time,
But to luxuriate in its warm waters, And peace, I will find.
Press pause, breathe, observe, rewind.
Slow down, open the window, Look out at the view below.
It’s all too beautiful to miss, For an important that, or an essential this.
My memories are crowding around me to say,
Live fully each instant of this new day.